mr. valentine

it all started a year ago. we met through common people. time goes by , we laugh in same jokes, we tease each other, we care for each other, we understand each other and eventually we like each other.

he said " i love you " and i don'n know what to say.

that time my heart say's i love you too" but my mind was so confused. should i believe what he is saying. i think the reason why i am confused is because he is honesome, and it's hard for me to believe honesome guys.
another reason is i'am older than him and i'm afraid of what other might say.

because i don't want to hurt his feeling i say " i like you too but this is not the right time, maybe after a year, when already you have something to be proud of".

he made me laugh whenever we're together, he is so sweet and i'm so lucky he loved me. at first , all i want is to make him tired courting me , but after all his effort, i realize that " no doubt i love him".

    right now i regret everything. i regret the time that i refuse to all his offer. i regret the time that i don't even express my feelings for him , that i like him too.

now we're apart from each other and based on my observation HE IS ALREADY MOVED ON and it hurts cause right now I'M THE WOMAN WHO CAN'T BE MOVED.

how i wish i could turn back time... :(