I LOVE YOU , PAPA

         


           People have a different wish, many wish, either material or not. People are not contented on what they have now. They don't know it's value until it's gone and  never turn back time to fix the past.

            i'm one of them. i have different wish  in life. i'm not contented of what i have right now  and , i don't know the value of everything until it's all gone. but right now i only have my SUPERDUPER WISH. I wish i could turn back time, to say "I LOVE YOU "  to my PAPA :(. I want to massage my papa everynight. I like it when he bite my ears. When we play playstation together. when he came from work, and we'er all happy for his pasalubong. When he crack jokes. when he hug me. when he kiss me. Everything I really miss him.

         He's not only my PAPA he's also my savior, and kakampi, when my MAMA scold me. he's very hardworking. i can say that he is the BEST PAPA in the whole world. Even he is sick , he hides it and still work for us. He love's my mother so much. I don't even saw them fighting in front of us. he even go to Middle East to give us the good life.
     
           i'll never forget when he is very angry to me , because i'm sick. In the middle of the night i wake him up because my stomach is aching, and he massage it even he is so tired. I'm happy that he saw me when i graduated high school.when he is aware that someones wrote a love letter for me and that's the last.
   
           after that he's gone , he is now with PAPA god. He's now our angel.that's the saddest day of my life. who will use the playstation?. Who will cook the delicious adobo?.Who will go up to the tree, and get the mangga?. Who will be my kakampi?. Who will make my MAMA the luckiest woman in the world?. We don't know how to live without him but we all should move on. He will be sad if we're sad too.

             how i really wish that i could have even one day with my PAPA again to say "I LOVE YOU" and hug him so tight like there's no tomorrow. Until now i want him back. I feel so envy to my cousins because they have a good father. There is someone who will  examined their suitors. Someone will say that "change your clothes that too revealing" and someone's worried if their daughter is not at home.
         
             past is past and no one gonna change it. I know that he is happy because we're happy and we're in a good condition. "I' LOVE YOU PAPA" and i'll do everything to make MAMA, your junior, ate, and your little angel happy.


(say i love you to your love one's now, before it's too late... :(   )